December 2011
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So, Tumblr...I got engaged on Christmas!
That’s what’s new with me since I’ve last been on.
I can’t believe how lucky I am…and he’s said the same thing a few times before. :)
He’s so sweet and I love him with every bit of my heart <3
Very, very much hoping that tomorrow works out ok.
I doubt it will, but…eh.
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Today is going to be a day from hell.
I am sure of it and I am dreading the fuck out of it.
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Some days...
…I hate my face.
Like, literally. I really do.
And today is one of those days.
I keep breaking the fuck out and it’s frustrating me so bad.
There's always something...
…complicating everything.
This Christmas...
…is either going to be unbelievably fantastic and magical and joyous…
Or it’s going to be incredibly and awkwardly sucky.
Hmm…
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How is it...
How is it that I try and I try and everyone still ends up pretty much hating me?
I’m just trying to be happy. That’s all I’ve ever wanted, so why are people so mad at me for finally getting there?
Because that’s what it feels like.
I’m so TIRED of trying to make everyone else happy. I HAVE to try and make myself happy now.
I fucking hate my life.
Why the FUCK am I not allowed to live?
Why the FUCK do you make me feel bad about EVERY goddamn thing I do?
Today is going to be yucky.
Tomorrow is going to be even worse.
Can’t it just be tomorrow at 5 already?
Today is one of those days where I just feel...
Ever have those days where you just don’t feel pretty at all?
I have them a lot, but today, in particular, is a nasty one.
I just don’t feel good about myself.
I don't know what to do now.
Everything just feels so wrong this week.
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